this was written in 2008- i just found my so called diary. and i dont mind sharing it. before i was lost, now im a totally different person. i'll write more about 'now' later.............
It’s been so so long since I last write anything. I KNOW!! It’s me to blame. I have been very very very damn BUSY! Working, Classes, Assignments, Tests, Meetings...and the list goes on. I felt bad for myself…dear me, punish me! There are so many things I missed out to share. Should I blurt it out or be selfish again and keep it to myself? In this missing period…there are so many things happened that made me realize that no matter how bad life is...still it goes on…ok maybe not. Some may have a detour…jumping off a building like that lil girl? What was she thinking anyway…whatever it is we have to be prepared to face anything that comes our way. Like me, it’s been almost 5 months now I put myself at RISK. But because I believe in myself…I survived. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard…coldplay once said. Enough crap. Reality check!!!
