Saturday, January 16, 2010

a note to them

wa termenung jap...kenapa wa rasa terguris sangat? besar sangat ke salah wa?memang la besar...tapi takde ruang untuk wa perbaiki ke? kadang2 wa rasa.....kenapa bila wa je buat salah...wa akan rasa hina sgt.......or maybe i am just too emotional?? touching lebihh??!! or maybe i am the type that never gonna make ppl feel that way...sbb tu wa expect the same..tapi wa kena terima hakikat..we are living in this world with different dna's breathing the same air..

apa pun..deep down..selama wa hidup ni..memang banyak salah dah wa buat...banyak penyesalan dah dalam hidup wa...tapi wa ni manusia biasa...wa mmg admit that i'm far far far bepuluh ribu batu jauhnya from being perfect...tapi everyday i live...i always want to make sure that i am a better person....even sometimes wa cam frust menonggeng sebab wa tahu wa dah upsetkan ramai orang....tapi wa bangun balik and cuba lagi...just wa harap orang2 yang wa sakitkan hati, wa pernah buat salah...boleh bagi peluang kat wa sama mcm wa bagi peluang kat diri wa sendiri...

to my parents especially, wa tahu diorang mmg frust dengan wa...dari dulu lagi....dalam hati wa cam sedih gila sbb diorang tak pernah fail untuk bagi peluang kat wa....wa mmg thankful sesangat..wa harap wa dapat happykan diorg satu hari nanti...insyaallah....

to my other half, wa bersyukur sebab wa dapat orang yang sayang wa sangat2....yang boleh terima diri wa seadanya...im glad that i met u cause u really changed my life..thank u sgt sbb slalu ada ngan wa...

to my self, please be strong..

4 comments:

dA said...

You're always a completely different person when you write. And I always love you even more when I read your writing. Life's hard kan, when you have to please everyone. There's always room for improvement if you think you want to change, but be you okay. There's no one else like you!

Unknown said...

i second that! looking forward to more of your writings, dear bura.. ;p

farra razlin said...

thanks buda!thats so sweet of u..to get a compliment from a pro writer like u..kembang jap! hihi...love u always..and yes,life will never be easy especially when u take it seriously!:)

buna, tq!! for u i will write some more k! hehehe...:)

Hajar said...

you know babe... i totally understand this post... :-) and i can relate to it.

as dr. seuss said it: "be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."